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Name: Angie
Gender: Female
Interests: Church, Family, Alpha Kappa Alpha, Sorority Inc.Shopping, Bowling, Movies, Reading, Skating, Traveling.
Expertise: Telephony, Switch Surveillence, Switch Translations and maintenance.... LAN/WAN
Occupation: Communications
Industry: Communications/Telecommunicati
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Yahoo:  alldat7
Member Since:
1/30/2005
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i only really get on one now a days.. check it out when/if you have time.
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| Ya know, the devil is a liar. Last night I found out something about a person who I THOUGHT I could trust. Not a best friend, but someone I considered close. We aren't going to talk about the thousands of dollars I loaned her because she was broke and had nothing to eat, or no money to pay her rent. Heck we aren't even going to talk about the computer I helped her get. We are going to talk about how she lied on me, spread rumors and gossip, and then lied about that. Which brings me to something else, she probably lied about being hungry and not being able to pay her rent. Man she's a good liar. Damn I was stupid. One thing I am grateful for is GOD has positioned me to not even notice the lost money, isn't that a blessing. It didn't put a dent in my pockets, but it's the principle of the matter. So moving on. This chick had the audacity to point fingers at other people. I mean when I saw proof from two people I was in AW! Now here is the thing, she went back and hit a guy up that I have been feeling for a long time. She told him stuff that I told her about him. *smh* And if that wasn't bad enough she sent him actually conversations that she and I had. That was the straw that broke the camels back. Then she lied and tried to flip the script, but lucky me, I had already prayed on this situation, unwittingly I might add, for GOD to reveal the truth to me the night before. So the Spirit was already with me and guiding me. I knew when he said it was her, that it was her. Heck I knew when SHE brought it up that is was her. I just didn't want to believe it. I try to see the good in people because I like them to see the good in me despite my temperament. But no she had to go betray my trust, in turn having him not trust me. I can't even say I blame him, but I was like damn she told him everything. I mean she even told him stuff that had nothing to do with he and I? And all this for what? I mean what was her motive? She's always crying to me about Angie ohhh why aren't you talking to me. Angie ohhh why do bad things always happen to me? I'm like what the piss now, heck look at how you treat people you CALL friends. Then I find out from a gentleman I used to talk to that she did it way back then. I was in AW yet again. But she did it to him with his ex. Sad thing is I have no to blame but myself. I mean heck how was I supposed to know that a person who I have known for over 3 years, who cries to me about how her life is miserable and no one loves her and seeks advice from me, who pretended like she had my best interest in hand, would be a backstabbing rumor starting, liar? I'm really quite embarrassed, but it is my fault seriously though. I chalk that up to a HARD lessoned learned | | |
| Yeah I know it's been a LONG time.. but here I go!
Today I got the biggest compliment for a real man today. He called me a woman of virtue. It kind of took me by surprise because he's always giving me compliments here and there but today I was in true aw. So this conversation started when he asked me how things were going. And I told him the truth. *laughs* Then he said, "I have sooo much respect and admiration for you Angie. You're definitely prize!" So me, in shocked asked him why he always says that to me and about me? His response was, and I quote, "not to sound facetious or anything......... but are you serious?? I mean you have sooo much respect for yourself, you're smart, goal orientated, I'm willing to bet you carry yourself well but above all that is your love for GOD. Anyone who knows what a REAL woman is can see that." I mean my mouth dropped open. I won't lie though it made me feel good inside, and just confirmed how I have been feeling about myself, and life and what I want in life. But here is the funny thing, as I was writing this blog another man said something very similar, and I honestly about cried. This one said, and I quote, "I know this may sound corny but I was feelin you for awhile that's why I used to bother you about how you look so young lol. You're shoe game is tight, all dat….You have a good head on your shoulders from what I observe and know about you. And I see Christ in you too…. Any man who steps up will be blessed no doubt!" I mean who says that? For real? Don't get me wrong I'm not complaining at all, but I mean it makes you wonder where are the men that are single and why can't they see this? Seriously? Are they afraid of what they see? I mean I think I do carry myself well, I could be wrong. But those who know me can speak on this for me. Now just to let you all know, both of these men are taken and faithful, but man why can't they be single? *lol* just playing.. ok what are your thoughts on this??? On me, at least what you know of me… | | |
| Ok I got a few things to spill out. Nothing disturbing just some things that made me think.
Ok so yesterday was pure comedy on this MSG board I get on. I made a comment about a chicks behind and she gets all bent outta shape. Well I didn't know whose behind it was but that joint just didn't look right. Any who someone I know had her pic in his signature, and I asked him, not soo kindly I might add, to remove it. He did, which was appreciated, but then all HELL broke loose after that. Over one comment. Any how, I did apologize to this person, although I don’t know if she accepted it or not, which isn't my problem, but then this guy gets pissed that I said something. I was like, in my mind, "DUDE what the piss?"  I mean he went on and on about me complaining when he was acting, in my mind, like an immature kid. It had been over and done but yet he was still mad about it. Over what some internet a$$? Give me a freaking break. If you want to people to act like an adult then man up and act like one yourself. If you think I was wrong come to me. Only one person came to me to say I should apologize, even though I had no clue whose behind it was, and I did. But to behave like that, come on now lets be real, was it that serious? I'm not even going to speak on her, that's another blog. | | |
| Ok so, my cousin was in a bind yesterday. And well she asked me for some money which under normal circumstances I would have given it to her NO problem because I KNOW she WILL give me back the money.. However I’m afraid to help out people now because of my helping out others in the past.. And still haven't, to this day, gotten any of it back. So now I am afraid to help out my OWN family members because this person in the past burned me real bad. This person made promises to pay me back, and 2 years later nothing. I mean I feel bad because I know my cousin, and I know she would pay it back, but because of this one person, I will never help out another soul. *sighs* sad huh. | | |
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